Red

just some redness

I would love to post something personal. But…… dammit. Anyway, I love the band Killing Joke. I had posted all of the lyrics to “Requiem” below but it was too dismal at the time. I’m posting all of “Red.”

they’re dropping bombs again
and they’re doing it in your name
all the rational commentaries
in the papers that i read
marmalade and buttered toast
and smell of sunday roast
kiss the arse of uncle sam
oh to be an englishman

when you hear the sound of warning
when the only colour is red
red sky in the morning
everywhere i’m seeing red

dawn brings a day of hell
hours that we pawn and sell
a single magpie in the tree
one for sorrow one for me
kick it off the cliff i said
now the line fucks up my head
too late to change this mode
break all my moral codes

when you hear the sound of warning
when the only colour is red
red sky in the morning
everywhere i’m seeing red

running from myself again
and all i feel is shame
it doesn’t matter where i go
everywhere still looks the same
this sense of emptiness
as we create this mess
self-destructive tendencies
are what you mean to me

when you hear the sound of warning
when the only colour is red
red sky in the morning
everywhere i’m seeing red

Paging Number 7

cow, oak hill
Where is Number 7?

number 7, oak hill
There is Number 7.

When you blog like a Sesame Street sketch, you must be feeling small. I watched My Kid Could Paint That last night and maybe I should just put it out there that I’m five and a half years old.

Seriously though, I’m not feeling so swift as I bought some old used technology and it’s not exactly working out. It’s like getting a dog from the pound and then the dog tears up your furniture.

Coney Island Tacos

wonderwheel sign closeup
Shoot the freak on the cell phone
Shoot the freak on the cell phone

Please avoid the clams and hot dogs and have tacos from Doña Zita. So yeah, the temperature went up 20 degrees in one day and my friend twisted my arm to go to Coney Island. I can’t believe they’re just going to wipe most of it away for Las Vegas/Disney glitz. I’m still not sure what role Coney Island Beer is playing in the drama.

Update: An interesting Times story here.

Survival of the Crunchiest

sfmoma catwalk
sfmoma catwalk
SFMOMA catwalk installation by Olafur Eliasson

Judging from other photos I’ve seen of this catwalk with nothing on it, Eliasson accomplished something unexpected in removing all sense of vertigo I usually feel when traipsing around in high places. I’ll have to see his show at P.S. 1.

I had a nice birthday yesterday. I have good friends.

I’ve been looking at Survival Acres and it’s all a bit fantastical. As a business selling survival gear, the fear-mongering is no less shameless than the posturing against Iran that’s in vogue. (See also Iraq WMD.) From the “About Me” page, “I am expecting a collapse of society and particularily [sic], the United States, someday, hopefully soon.” If it really all comes down to roving gangs smashing doors down for the last cans of Campbell’s Soup®, ShopRite Oatmeal, and freeze-dried stroganoff, a lot of us might justifiably off ourselves, thank you very much. Even if you’re out in some rural fenced-in compound with your own farmland and biosphere, will it be worth it? Maybe I’ll become an Eco-Geek.

Update: I heard about this the other night as it was happening. What the hell is going on in Harlem?

Remember

108st
108st

There was a white cat named Mummy hanging out at the Ding Dong for the past couple of weeks. She was running in and out of the bar the other night, between people’s legs and out under parked cars. I said, “Someone should put her in or she’s gonna get hit by a car.”

You know what’s coming… I was leaving and I saw Mummy across the street and up about 40 feet. I ran over and called to her but before I could get to her she darted in front of an oncoming SUV which didn’t even attempt to hit the brakes. She spilled out behind the back of the car rolling and tumbling. She jerked around the way animals and humans that have broken their necks do. I watched as the spasms died down and the light went out of her eyes and carried her to the curb.

I haven’t been able to get that image out of my head for the past few days. When you witness a violent death, you can’t help but feel something is wrong. And I had foreseen it.

On this Memorial Day, let’s remember the soldiers who went ahead despite the warnings fighting what we always assume is the good fight. If their deaths were witnessed, let’s hope the living can somehow find peace in their heads. Let’s remember the soldiers out there now who as Josh says, are becoming increasingly invisible.

I knew the Iraq project was going to be a disaster before it started and almost nobody listened to me then either.

Update: And his name shall be Assrocket.

Streets of San Francisco

Stanyan St., SF


Succulent, SF

Todd Barker
Todd and his whirly

Here are some shots from San Francisco. It’s a cool town. Todd is one of the few people I know who will oblige me when I say, “Let’s play fake jazz!” He’ll even say stuff like, “Make it faker!” I’ll have some color shots up soon.

I enjoyed this interview with Tom Waits.

How many celebrities would even allow this to happen?